Every beginning has an ending. Whether it’s temporary or permanent, there’s still an ending. I knew it was too good to be true but then again, I know I play a part too. The thing is, I really need to lower my ego. Maybe several levels down. Even as my heart is yearning for you, I knew there’s an ending.
Don’t get your heart in a twist. Ok, I don’t think it’s heart but let’s say it is. I knew that doing this I am only indulging myself to be connected to you. But at the same time I can’t help myself from being wary. You should know I would always be down for you. But then again, you wouldn’t. If there’s one thing about me, I always assume too. It’s a really bad trait to have. I am egotistical and I’m always regretting it.
I don’t know, I should have realised by now. That it’s ok to feel vulnerable. You are being honest and in a world full of distrust, it’s never your loss if they take advantage of you. It’s their loss, so you don’t have to feel so hurt. Release that pain. You’ll be surprised at the doors you are opening.
