I've been staying up late and sleeping in the morning.

Do you just realize how sometimes your life is so messed up you don't know how to fix it anymore?

I don't know what I'm feeling but I don't like it at all. I feel anxious when I wake up and realize I have to go outside. I want to cry and just go back to sleep. Some days it's like that. I don't want to face the world.

I don't think they'd understand that if I explain to them. They'll think I am seeking attention. I don't. I don't even need these people to be honest. I have a family that I love and feel I can depend on them. Its not like I don't have a good support system, I do. I just don't want to deal with life sometimes. Tell me, how do I deal with this?