today i feel like a 13 year old that doesn't get what she wants.

i'm turning 21 soon.

and fuck my life, my mother still doesn't allow me to go ANYWHERE.

i mean, i can get around Singapore, travel to JB but anywhere outside of these boundaries, it's a no. it's frustrating, really. here i am trying to get myself away and explore opportunities, i am held back by my mother. no, i totally understand why. maybe not but i want to respect her wishes but also get what i want, ya know? maybe i just haven't had a proper talk with her. i will.

i hope i'll be able to leave. i want to explore.

please ya Allah, only if You wills it, will i get to do so.

xoxo,
princess fy