hey

i think i worded things wrongly the last time. or gave a different message. since i received a reply to my previous post, firstly i would like to thank you for those kind words, whoever you are. however, i'm not worrying about a prince or whatsoever. i know all will be well but there are just those days i really want to give it all up. my main priority is definitely not waiting for a prince to swoop into my life. i'm going to chase him, just not now. hahahaha.

okay, let's start. i'm feeling so much better than i felt last time, alhamdulillah. sometimes humans can get damn dramatic, myself included, and that was why i felt so down. i wish it was easy to let go. you know how we all have problems and sometimes we didn't really solve it but it gets forgotten and we all move on? and then fast forward to the future we start to bring it all up and shit just gets real. it may not affect other people much but it gets to the best of us. i think some of you understand what i'm trying to say.

lately i've been on the verge of quitting work. family is so important to me and time with them is what i've been missing. i'm just afraid that i'm spending too much time on work that i'll miss time with my family. i already feel that happening now what with my weekends being taken away. i think i need to get another job with weekends off. as i was writing this, i was reading tripadvisor on the reviews about my past hotel and i miss it so much! i don't know whether it's the hotel life or being appreciated by guest but i just missed it. i'm so torn as to move on to another job or go back to the hotel industry.

basically my life is about my work now and it can get really boring.

i just want to travel.

xoxo,
princess fy