I’ve been writing, just not posting anything on here.

I just finished watching “Yesterday” last night and I was in awe at how amazing The Beatles were in songwriting... they would write anything and it would still be a masterpiece. The lyrics will get stuck to your head and the song lives on even in the 21st century. That’s how amazing they are...

I’ve been thinking lately... am I still as lost as I was? Have I ever been lost to the point that I can’t be found? It’s a scary thought to go through this life not knowing what you want to do or if you’re even capable of anything. I guess it hits you even harder when people around you seem to know what they are doing and you are just aimlessly hovering around them.

When you asked me that question earlier on, it gave me a sense that you are already bored but you don’t have a choice. I truly feel for you but I know you are capable of finding someone if you want to expand on your social circle. It also made me realise that I am who I am, someone replaceable. It sounds a little bit sad but I will get used to it. Another thing I realised is that you know what you are doing. I am just a variable in your life, while I made you a priority. That’s so silly of me.

I am just someone who sympathise with others in nature. I hope people will get what they want and at least feel thankful about what they have. But let’s face it, the reality is that people go through different paths. Sometimes, they will never realise what they have until it’s gone. 

Just someday...

I hope that I can have someone to talk to when I’m feeling this way at 11:48pm.

I hope that the person I am thinking of is someone I can send a random text to.

I hope that I won’t be feeling too lonely even when I am mostly ok.

You will be fine, my dear