I never thought I would be here again since it’s been a long time but here I am, with lots to say. Let’s just see if I can end this post smoothly.

So what has happened so far? A LOT.

Remember when I said it’s lame to be 22 and still be having crushes? Well I’m turning 25 this year and I am still having crushes. Help me.

Oh but before that, I did get into a relationship and broke it off after 8 months. I am the problem. I never knew how to love someone, I guess. It’s scary. There were so many things wrong about the relationship but I think that’s not what matters. People think I have commitment issues but trust me, when I decide to commit, I really do. I’ll just say we were not right for each other. So there’s that.

It did a number on me though. It was short but it shed light on my views about relationships. The way you love someone and the way someone loves you might be different but there should at least be an understanding. Besides, it’s not always as beautiful as it seems. Of course, fights are bound to happen but we can’t always be fighting about the same thing right? 

Anyway, of course it didn’t damper on my hope to find a love that is pure and true. It just.... gets tiring at times. It’s not like I am constantly waiting for things to happen. Oh well, when it comes, it comes. When it goes, let it go.

All right, apart from my almost non-existent love life, I got a job at a museum. Not exactly an ideal job but it’s better than being jobless. You know, the feeling sucked and I felt like the most useless being at that time. I still have a lot of issues to work on but let’s take it slow, as always. 

I think I’ll be updating more.