In time, you'll learn what are the things that makes your heart calm.

Like the voice of my dad reciting the Quran
Looking at babies
Having good food
Admiring the nature and beauty God has created

Maybe someday, I'll add on to the list.

Like my husband reciting the Quran
Seeing him play with our kid
Having someone by my side when I sleep

Can you see where I'm heading? 😂

I'm kidding but seriously, I'm happy for my cousin for all she's gifted with but I envy her a little teeny weeny bit.

It's normal to want happy things for yourself too. But I'm in no rush. Because I know when the time comes it'll be a lot sweeter. In fact, it might just be the sweetest thing in my life.

I've been very troubled the past few weeks and it made me want to give up. But I'm thankful for His mercy and bringing me back onto His path. In sha Allah, I'll keep to it.