I really like to make people laugh. I love it when they're laughing at my jokes and I just laugh along with them. Sometimes when I do stupid things it's because I'm trying to lighten the atmosphere. For someone like me, I hate it when the surrounding is tension. Some people seem to enjoy it, I don't know why. But I hate it a lot. It makes my stomach hurt and my throat gets clogged up. I wish I can do better because sometimes I feel like it happens because me. Of course the world doesn't just revolve only around me. I have to loosen up.

Some things are not worth thinking about.