My titles are getting lamer and lamer the more I see it. Hahahaha. I should come up with like maybe a click bait. No, that makes it even worst.

Honestly, I don't even know who my readers are or if there's even any.

Anw, just a few days ago I got my bonus and I really thank Allah for giving me the strength and will to go to work these past year and to stay put just so I can receive such rezeki from Him. I know lately I've just been too open about my religion and its not to show off or anything but I just feel better letting it out and words are the best way I express myself. Of course, He knows best what's in your heart so there's really no need to worry too much.

If people actually bother to read what I write, I am actually a talkative person. There's a lot of things that I wonder about and this is why it can be hard to understand me. People would say I'm weird but I am actually contemplating about life's wonders. I'm trying to understand and sometimes I need to accept that things may happen without reason or rather, unknown reasons.

Oh yeah, I'm just so glad to be able to spend on my family but let me be honest, I also spent too much. On myself. Hahahaha. I'll open up an acct so that I do not touch my savings.

Another thing is actually school. I'm currently trying to save up for a diploma but I haven't been successful. It's either I'm not meant to have it or I just need better finance management. I also found a lot of things like if I befriend someone, other people might not be too happy and would give snide remarks like saying I've become bffs with that person. Omg it just sounded so childish. This whole thing is very ridiculous. I refuse to involve my feelings but you can't help but to be affected by it. I'm not too affected, just somewhat. It makes me wonder what kind of a person I am or the person I'm friends with that people have to say such things.

Oh well, you can never please people so why bother. I just need to learn to accept and move on. I want to. I'm just a little stuck in the environment. When I get a new job, I'll be a better me. In sha Allah.

xoxo,
princess fy