i have to realise that i am human.
there will be things that i do that will never seem enough. there will be times where i forget to ask how the people in my life are doing. there will be times where i am so occupied with work that i forget to care for the people around me. there will be times where i will get tired and throw a tantrum. there will be times where i get angry and my ugly side will show. there will be times where i do not pay attention to details. there will be times where i make mistakes. there will be times where i find out there's someone hating me. there will be times where i have people talking(maybe) behind my back. there will be times were I will talk behind people's back. there will be times where i make a joke at the expense of others.
i am human. i am full of flaws. some are unforgivable but some might be. i may have a handful of people who don't like me but that is just a handful. there's billions more people outside who don't even know me and don't care. i'm not here to please people after all, i'm here to please the Creator, the Almighty, Allah S.W.T
i have to learn to let go