I let my thoughts dwindle into a series of negativity

And it spreads like a disease to those around me

I remember being a ball of energy, the one who causes laughter in their bellies but now... I am just a nuisance.

They tell me I take things too seriously, I get jealous and I assume things. But what I get is their vibe..

I am treated like an idiot, someone who is crazy and people see me as your fool.

And I truly realised that you never wanted to listen