Just trying to be strong and not feel too negative is an effort by itself. I told myself that it’s ok, this happens too many times for me to react this way but it doesn’t change the fact that I am hurt. It ends up with me being hurt. I think it hurts because I gave too much of my heart away. Told myself to take care of it and here I am, being the cause of my own destruction. I’m ok, I will be. This is my own fight to win.
I think what really hurts is that I truly liked you, didn’t had a chance to let you know though you probably do and now you think the worst of me.
