Being human, I realised that we all have a lot of unanswered questions.
We go through life seeking out all of the answers and even then, it leaves us unsatisfied.
The current question in my mind right now is, why do people find so much joy in creating unnecessary drama?
I have always thought that as we grow older, we become a bit wiser.
I wouldn’t say all of us becomes knowledgeable but I’m sure we would have acquired the necessary wisdom that is expected of us at a certain age. Turns out, it is not that way at all.
Reflecting back upon myself, I realised that I am nowhere near to being a good person. Or better even.
I am just the same as everyone else.

The thing is, I want to be different, I don’t want to be like everyone else.
We are all aware of how fragile life is and how we may not have a tomorrow, but that doesn’t stop us from doing things that people will look down upon.
Because at the end of the day, it is not people that matter, it is His judgement that will rule out everything else.
I have been blessed with great parents although they are not always perfect. I have been taught life lessons by my father and I can say that he gives great advices.
But I know that at the end of the day, it is me living my life.
What I meant by this is that no matter the amount of advices you get, if you don’t follow through on it, it becomes fruitless.

There are a lot of things I don’t know and that doesn’t mean I am unaware.
I know that it is normal to not know things, but when it comes to things I should know, I hope I will be able to know.
I shouldn’t be too hard on myself, that’s most important.
I know that there’s a lot on my mind but I am putting my faith in Him.