A chunk of my life has been spent listening to people without having them exactly listening to me.
Being there for people and knowing that your presence can be replaced anytime.
Knowing that you don’t mean as much to the one person who means a lot to you.
There’s a lot of things I can list down. Alternatively, there’s also a lot of things I’d rather focus on. Like, what if they don’t mean to do all these? Maybe I am a really good listener that people are willing to talk to me. Maybe I am good at being there for people and when my time with them is up, then it’s time to go. And maybe, just maybe, I do mean something to you. This is the one hope that I am holding on to because I have a strong feeling about this. After all, He is the best of planners. I never know what’s going to happen but if there’s one thing that I hope will happen, it’s that I can become rightfully yours. In every sense of the word.